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I can't stop thinking about blood. I can't stop thinking about yours. Don't keep in touch unless you wanna be touched by me, drenched in sin. Most of the time, bitterness is disguised by sweetness. My pleasure, though your displeasure.

 

E L E N A G I L B E R T.

oh, golden girl!

Hi, everyone. I’m Elena and now I’ll tell you my story. I always have been the perfect girl. Cheerleader, popular, pretty and the most handsome guy of school was my boyfriend, but now, everything is different. Why? Well, my parents died in the Whickery Bridge, at a car accident. I was in the car, but someone – that you'll know later – saved me. Since that day, my life changed. I guess that you are wondering who saved me, isn’t? It was Stefan who saved me. How? He is a vampire. And yes, you’ve read right: vampire. No, I’m not crazy. Not yet. As you, I’ve always listened to vampire legends, but, for me, before Stefan and all the vampire-trouble that I’m in, it was just fantasy, like in fairy tales. Ok, fine. But this isn’t is all. I’m a doppelganger. A Petrova Doppelganger. My ancestral is a vampire. Most of them. And I’m adopted. My biological parents are my uncle John and his ex-girlfriend from school, Isobel. Now they are dead. All my family is dead. It’s just me and Jeremy, my brother-cousin.

I’m involved in a lot of problems. Klaus, the original vampire, was looking for my blood to break a curse, and he made everything to make it possible. He killed my aunt Jenna, killed my tutor and ex-history teacher, Alaric and he is able to kill everyone that is trying to make his plans fail. He wanted my blood. I gave. He broken the curse and now he can make a hybrid-army of vampires and werewolves. Yes, he’s hard to deal. When – I, Stefan, Bonnie, Caroline, Damon, and a lot of other people – thought that we could kill Klaus, we did it. But his sister Rebekah, furious with our plan, throwed me and Matt in the lake. Thinking that could help me with this fight of vampire and humans, Meredith changed me with vampire blood. Now I just want to adjust myself to the new role of being a vampire. It's twice hard for me since I have never wanted to be one. The worst feeling is the moment you lost... yourself.

Dear diary, today I did the thing I was most afraid of. I lost control. I killed someone. I used to think the worst feeling in the world was losing someone you love, but I was wrong. The worst feeling is the moment that you realize.. you’ve lost yourself.